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18 May 2007
- happy and blessed -

hmmm.. my mum bought me a new phone..
it is nokia 6288.. my dream phone..
but it is like after some arguments that we had that she bought for me in the end..
somehow it is my fault for that argument..
cos i'm someone that can feel jealous easily at my home environment..
it is very hard to let me know you love me..
if you treat my other siblings different from the way you treat me..
so ya.. i can get easily jealous de..

hmmm.. recently i easily get angry..
but yet cool down very fast.. and forgive very fast..
hmmm.. but not for my depression..

today for no reason..
i woke up feeling very empty inside of me..
and also extremely depressed..
i couldn't shake off the feeling of it..
until now still feeling quite depressed.. =X

hmmm.. i contacted my bro today..
didn't talk much with him too..
he is super busy with work..
and i'm also rushing for my dateline..
but the sms he sent me.. really help me in some ways today..

ya.. i got to faster breakthrough from it..
i don't want everyday feeling this way..
i don't want to go back to my old ways too..

i need you by my side..
won't you stay with me tonight..?
*snds familiar for these 2 lines..? haha.. it is my new song lyrics that i wrote..*

i really need "YOU" by my side tonight..
i'm too weak tonight.. =(


10:40:00 PM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~