- first entry for 2009 - thanksgiving -hmmm.. 2008 already ended like 4days back.. i've yet to thank a few people in my life over here.. so i decided i want to thank the following people in this entry..
first and foremost.. i want to thank God.. 2008 has been an adventure for me.. an adventure with lots of ups and downs in life.. i guess without You.. i won't be able to pull through the entire year.. indeed You are always there with me.. when i've let You down at times.. You still stay beside me stretching out Your hands to pull me up again.. i really want to thank You for all that You have done.. thanks for challenging me to do the impossible by trusting in You when i couldn't even believe that i can do it.. You really have brought me up to another level with You.. You have stretched my capacity tank to another level in You..
in 2009.. i really want to learn to depend on You even much more.. to really stay committed to You even much more.. i want to be able to love You more than i have in 2008.. i want to come up to another level with You again..
next.. i want to thank my beloved cgl.. Joycie.. thanks for all the time and sacrifices you made to see me through the entire year.. especially the starting when i joined your cg.. it is really amazing how you can get to know me so quickly during our first meeting (dinner at Suntec Pepper Lunch).. usually it takes a long while for people to get to know me.. but the two of us seems like able to click quite fast..
really thanks for sacrificing your sleep during the first 1-2 months.. by sleeping late.. cos i was so emo and you got to keep talking to me to ensure that i'm alright le.. then you go to bed.. i'm really very thankful for all that you have invested into my life.. especially when i drop by to Suntec office at times to help you.. and ask for your help for my SOT assignment.. you really taught me alot.. especially on how to write sermons.. this is something that i guess until now i still do have difficulty in doing.. hahaha.. not forgetting the times you spent praying for me.. i know you have pray alot for me.. that is why this year it seems like quite an amazing year for me..
another thing i want to thank you for is that you have stood by me through my ups and downs.. your belief in me that i will be able to stand up again really brought me quite far.. your belief in me that i really do have a great destiny has given me a future to look forward to.. your belief in me that i'm beautiful.. really has help me alot in my self-esteem and self-image of myself.. there is so much i want to thank you for.. but it seems like words alone very hard to describe.. =X
i'm really looking forward to another great year with you.. you really have taught me alot through the times spent talking and eating with you on most of our thursday together.. hahaha.. i can't wait to spend some time with you again.. =) i really want to learn from you as much as i can.. =)
next.. i want to thank Suraj.. thanks for being there whenever i need someone.. you have stood by me through my ups and downs this year.. i know i've screwed up and created quite a big mess in my life not long ago.. but you did not give up on me.. yet keep on believing that i can pull through.. your belief in me.. really have made me stand up again.. though it is quite hard initially.. i just want you to know that i will really stand strong and firm this time round.. even if i may fall one of these days.. i will learn to pick myself up within the shortest time.. i will really learn to depend on God even much more..
thanks for the time you have spent investing into my life to make me become a better person.. to make sure that i'm alright.. thanks for assuring me that i'm love and that i'm a child of God.. that i'm never alone.. and that i do have a future and a great destiny in God.. thanks for helping me to build up my self-esteem.. thanks for letting me know that i do have the potential to do great things when i don't even know it or that i can't believe that i do have that potential..
thanks for sacrificing your sleep at times for me too.. especially nights where i got woken up by fears.. and nights where i could hardly fall asleep due to some reasons that you know.. really thanks for all the sacrifices.. all the time spent investing into me.. all the love and concern you shown into my life..
next.. i want to thank SOT T22.. every single one of you have really brought joy into my life.. though i hardly sit with you all during lessons.. but your care and concern really warmth my heart..
who i am today.. you have played a part in it.. it is every single one of you that have kept encouraging me that it brought forth a transformation in me.. in the past.. i've never thought that i will be so girl-girl again.. to be exact.. i've never want to be so girl-girl again.. as i do not have a very healthy self-image of myself.. also i do not have that confidence in my look.. that's why i never like to dress up at all.. but i'm glad that towards the last 2 months i'm able to start dressing up like a girl.. and that i'm able to be more confident in how i look.. =)
thanks for helping me out to be more confident of myself..
next.. i want to thank Cindy and Bobby.. thanks for the make-over challenge.. it is the make-over challenge that marks the beginning of a transformation in my life.. not only did you brought forth a transformation in my life.. but you have helped me to regain the confidence of being a lady in my life..
i never thought that i can be so pretty until the graduation dinner that night.. it boost back my confidence level.. you really shown me the other side of me that i didn't know.. the attractiveness and beautiful side of me.. =)
Cindy.. really want to thank you for going shopping with me to shop for all the girl-girl clothings after i've graduated from SOT.. thanks for blessing me with all those make-up things.. thanks for teaching me how to put on make-up.. hmmm.. i've yet to master it though.. =X
simply wants to thank you for believing in me.. =)
next.. i want to thank Shuxia, Joyce, William.. Shuxia and Joyce.. thanks for challenging me to do the stage during SOT days.. you have let me learnt quite a lot by putting me on stage.. helping me to overcome my stage fright.. helping me to gain new knowledge by putting me on stage to serve and learn from there.. thanks for letting me learn new things.. =)
Joyce.. thanks for believing in me that i can do it when i don't even have the slightest confidence in myself that i can really do a good setup for the indo church.. or even serving at webcast at the beginning.. for indo church.. i will really start conquering it soon.. i know i've yet to conquer it.. but i will conquer it real soon.. =)
William.. thanks for teaching me.. i know at times i like ask you silly questions.. but you still being so patient taught me.. sorry for i'm not very fast in responding or relaying msges as comms person at FOH yet.. but i will work towards it..
simply want to thank you all for teaching me so much in sound.. =) i know at times i really ask quite a number of silly questions and that while asking i end up confusing you all.. cos i myself at times confused by the question that i want to ask.. =X but really wants to thank you for your patience and belief in me that i can do it well in the station that you have stationed me in.. =)
last but not least.. i want to thank all those that stood by me throughout the year.. people from my family members.. my ministry friends.. E323.. N302.. people from church.. people from my workplace.. all my friends.. =) every single one of you played quite an important role in my life that brought me to where i am today.. without you all standing besides me.. i won't be able to go through all that in 2008..
