- thankful -today went out with a fren to watch harry potter.. btw.. i don't like to do things by myself.. hence.. i had a hard time finding ppl to pei me..
anyway.. the movie is not bad la.. those that said not nice.. hmmm.. maybe not really true lor.. depends on what is your expectations for the movie la..
anyway.. i lost my wallet.. i didn't notice it until when i'm about to board the bus home.. hence i run back all the way to the cinema.. thank God i manage to find it back.. if not.. i really do not know how to go home le.. and i don't know how to go work tml le.. =X
hmmm.. thankfully got this fren of mine.. pei me run back to find.. btw.. i almost fainted.. guess i cannot run much le.. cos nowadays everytime i run.. i got tired easily.. and i feel very giddy after that.. my stamina no longer there le.. =X nvm.. shall learn to train it back.. cos my PFT is approaching le.. i need to be very fit for it.. =P
anyway.. my work is still disastrous.. cos need to redo quite alot.. =X alot of things to complete by thurs.. hence.. these few nights will be doing my work non-stop until very late.. =X
that's all about it la.. more to come when i feel like blogging.. =X
11:38:00 PM ~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~
14 July 2007
- fulfilling -today i had quite a fulfilling dinner.. haha.. i simply just love the food my grandma cooked..
hmmm.. right now as i'm typing this.. i'm about to fall asleep le.. =X
anyway.. i went to sch today.. had a talk with my teacher regarding my attachment.. thankful that they will be looking into it.. i'm not able to give it up.. i need to carry on working..
hmmm.. today my head kena chop off le.. security guards come to me 3 times due to the level of the conference rm.. had a tough time with them.. however.. manage to get it settle.. =X hopefully next time i do conference rm.. my head won't kena chop again.. =X
anyway.. won't be posting le.. tired.. need to go off to sleep..
i wanna have a peaceful rest.. =X
11:33:00 PM ~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~
13 July 2007
- torn apart.. -i felt i'm really being torn apart.. extremely.. the hurt inside my heart like can never be mend back.. the pain is excruciating.. i can no longer take it..
give me the medication for it.. i need someone to help me put on medication for it..
DAD.. I NEED YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE.. YOUR COMFORT IS BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE.. PLEASE LET ME KNOW I CAN DO IT.. I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP..
i dislike the feeling of giving up.. i dislike the feeling of being a loser..
why..?? last year seems to be the most victorious yr for me.. then this yr itself.. it becomes the most defeating yr ever..
DAD.. teach me how to overcome it.. tears just kept flowing.. i can no longer control.. why..? why must it be like that..?? lead me to the rest that i needed.. i really can no longer walk on..
