- betrayal - disappointments -i had enough.. stop adding to the wounded heart..
first is CMSK grouping.. second is MP grouping.. now is INWT grouping..
what is wrong sia..?? of all these grouping.. i did every time did my part by informing and asking.. what i'm suppose to do.. etc.. but why on earth.. you are the one keep complaining to teacher that i'm not doing my part.. well done sia.. stop trying to fail me can..? I HAD ENOUGH!!! it is just not fair.. extremely not fair for me..
i wanna get it over with for this last semester of mine.. i don't wanna repeat any modules.. i tried.. i done my part each time.. it is just not fair for u to do such things to me..
why can't u be honest to teacher..?? it is you who failed to tell us what are we suppose to do for our part.. we keep smsing you.. asking you.. but you did not reply.. you did not even email us.. etc.. then you are the one complaining to teacher that we didn't do anything.. just becos ur GPA is 3 plus.. doesn't mean you should look down on us.. doesn't mean you should like tt said us not doing our part..!!!
I HATE THIS LAST SEMESTER!!!!
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everything is not going well for my airforce medical checkup.. now waiting for my approval to go for brain scan.. hopefully everything is well.. as i'm extremely disappointed now.. way way beyond it..
i know i doesn't look disappointed at all in front of ppl.. that's becos i never wanted to let people know.. but it's way beyond what i can bear anymore..
I NEED A SHOULDER FOR ME TO LEAN ON NOW..
those ppl that was once there for me.. have left me.. i'm left with myself to depend on myself.. no one..
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1:32:00 AM ~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~
07 February 2008
- reunion dinner -this year is the most memorable yr.. i spend the eve of CNY at home.. i finally get the chance to be able to eat dinner with my family members..
hmmm.. reason being.. for the past 2-3yrs i'm working throughout the CNY season.. from the eve all the way till the 15th day of CNY.. hmmm.. yup.. i've neglected them..
but this year.. i make it a point to spend it with them.. i know by doing so.. i will not be able to earn the double pay etc.. that means i will be quite poor.. however.. i don't mind sacrificing it.. as my family needs me.. =)
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i'm wondering.. have i fallen in love for you..
1:22:00 AM ~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~
05 February 2008
- thankful - directions -i don't know will you be visiting my blog.. however i wanna thank this special person..
raj.. thanks for always lending me ur listening ears.. though u r busy.. you still avail out some time for me..
raj.. i really appreciate all the advices that you give me.. i really very thankful to u for being so frank with me.. letting me know who i am.. as in like things that i didn't even notice it myself.. =X
your encouragements really have lifted me up once again.. =)
thanks SURAJ.. =)
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i want to know which route to take for now.. i'm coming to an end to my studies in another 12days.. i need a clearer direction for my life..
Daddy.. you led me through so many routes of my life.. can lead me on to another phase of my life.. i'm coming to an end for this phase of my life.. i'm in need of your direction for my life..
i will continue to trust you to guide me through.. i may not know what or how will you come through for me.. but i will put my trust in you.. =)
ciao..
12:12:00 AM ~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~
03 February 2008
- Kung Fu Dunk -haha.. i manage to get the complimentary ticket to watch this movie.. it is the Gala Premier Show.. whereby i get to see the main actors like Jay Chou.. =)
man.. he really got his style.. the way he speaks really very cool.. =P
though i sit quite far away.. however the view is good.. cos i get to view everything around me.. nothing is blocking or what like that.. haha..
btw.. something bad about it will be there is alot of feedback.. =X haha.. sorry to say such things.. but it is just the snd crew me habit.. haha.. =P
i got to say that the movie is very comical.. remember to catch it if you like comedy shows.. cos you will be laughing from the beginning till the end.. alot of funny scenes.. =)
btw.. i really enjoyed watching this movie together with 3000 other people that i do not know.. it is real cool and special to watch the movie with 3000 people.. also you get to view is with a 7m x 15m led screen.. =) can you imagine it..??
yesterday night is really a night of remembrance.. =)
