- upset -hmmm.. i really don't know what to type over here.. i'm just very upset for this very moment.. i never ate a dinner meal with my tears before.. this shall be the first and last..
if given the choice.. i just want to drop out of school now.. to work.. to shut those mouths up.. i'm tired of hearing you all keep on having conflict over this stupid issue..
hmmm.. i love both of you all.. but i don't want see you all keep on having conflicts.. can't you all just give in to each other.. i'm tired.. i hate seeing you all quarrel..!!! i know my parents love me.. this semester fee my parents borrow money from their best friend just to pay for my semester fee.. i just know about it only.. also i just found out my parents broke le.. no more money to spend le..
hmmm.. that means from now onwards i won't have money to spend le.. sad..? no.. i just want to stop studying and go work now.. i wanna learn to support myself and my family as much as i can.. i don't want to see my parents and my great grandma quarrel.. i love them.. but i don't want see them always quarrel.. =X
i'm truly still upset now.. but i can't be like that for long.. i got to rise above my situation.. i got to rise above my emotions.. i got to learn to conquer all these.. *i need a hug badly now.. felt like crying so much again..* i don't really know what to update.. but i guess this will be today's entry.. sorry for changing the content.. i know earlier on the entry is not on this.. but i need a space to dump my emotions away.. =X
