- decision -someone once shared with me about this..
the decision that you made will determine your future / destiny..
decision-making is always a crucial thing..
it will either.. mold you to become a better person.. or.. break you.. tear you into pieces.. =X
after making the decisions.. remember to keep the passion burning strong.. for why u will make this decision for this situation.. =)
anyway.. i'm just trying to remind myself something..
something that i need to fulfill it.. =)
* Dad.. i will continue to have that faith in You..
1:13:00 AM ~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~
- the power of words -words spoken forth from the mouth..
can either..
revive the person back.. or..
destroy the person totally..
=X
* i'm sorry for the words spoken forth.. =X
* i wanna be more careful with my words.. =X teach me what to say and what not to say.. =X
* i need your wisdom..
12:25:00 AM ~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~
21 May 2008
- thankful - blessed - surprised -i just wanna thank God for these 21 yrs of my life..
i'm very happy today.. i'm surprised by all the surprises that everyone has given to me..
glad that so many people remember my b'day though i keep it so low profile.. =X
to t22: thanks for singing twice the birthday song to me.. it really surprise me.. to the extend that i really hold back my tears during the 2nd time.. =P
to qin and xian: thanks for the treat.. b'day dinner.. fruit cake.. present.. =) i really wanna spend more time with u all soon again.. =P
to everyone: thanks for all the well wishes.. =)
i just can't help but keep smiling today.. all the well wishes really make me smile.. =)
i just simply love the day..
* bro.. i wish i'm able to see ur msg and receive ur gift.. =X most imptly is ur well wishes to me.. =O cos i simply just miss u..
11:44:00 PM ~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~
- oxygen - colbie caillat -I came apart inside a world made of angry people I found a boy who had a dream Making everyone smile He was sunshine I fell over my feet Like bricks underwater
How am I supposed to tell you how I feel I need oxygen Oh baby if I was your lady I would make you happy I'm ever gonna leave, never gonna leave Oh baby I would be your lady I am going crazy for you
And so I found a state of mind Where I could be speechless I had to try it for a while To figure out this feeling This felt so right Pull me upside down to a place Where you've been waiting
How am I supposed to tell you how I feel I need oxygen Oh baby if I was your lady I would make you happy I'm never gonna leave, Never gonna leave Oh baby I would be your lady I am going crazy for you
And you don't wanna keep me waiting Staring at my fingers Feeling like a fool
Oh baby I would be your lady I would make you happy I'm never gonna leave, Never gonna leave Oh baby I would be your lady I am going crazy, yeah-ohhhh
Tell me what you want, Baby tell me what you need Anything I ask baby give it to me Baby give it to me, give it to me
I came apart inside a world made of angry people I found a boy who had a dream Making everyone smile
1:17:00 AM ~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~
- 21 -happy b'day to pranee.. =)
hahaha.. okiez.. today is a special day for myself..
on 21st may is my 21st b'day.. haha.. =P and it marks the beginning of my young adult-hood life.. =X
hmmm.. how am i celebrating..? i'm going out with qin and xian for movie and dinner at cartel.. i'm having steamboat at home for supper..
it's a simple celebration.. =)
anyway.. this yr my wish.. i can't said it out until it has come to pass.. =P
12:00:00 AM ~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~
19 May 2008
- just wait - part 2 -Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate as my Master replied again, "Wait." So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut, and grumbled to God, "So, I'm waiting... for what?" He seemed then to kneel, and His eyes met with mine... and He tenderly said, "I could give you a sign. I could shake the heavens and darken the sun. I could raise the dead and cause mountains to run.
I could give all you seek and pleased you would be. You'd have what you want, but you wouldn't know Me. You'd not know the depth of My love for each saint. You'd not know the power that I give to the faint. You'd not learn to see through clouds of despair; you'd not learn to trust just by knowing I'm there. You'd not know the joy of resting in Me when darkness and silence are all you can see.
You'd never experience the fullness of love when the peace of My spirit descends like a dove. You would know that I give, and I save, for a start, but you'd not know the depth of the beat of My heart. The glow of My comfort late into the night, the faith that I give when you walk without sight. The depth that's beyond getting just what you ask from an infinite God who makes what you have last.
You'd never know should your pain quickly flee, what it means that My grace is sufficient for thee. Yes, your dearest dreams overnight would come true, but oh, the loss if I lost what I'm doing in you. So, be silent, my child, and in time you will see that the greatest of gifts is to truly know me. And though oft My answers seem terribly late, My most precious answer of all is still... "Wait".
1:13:00 PM ~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~
18 May 2008
- just wait - part 1 -Desperately, Helplessly, Longingly, I cried; Quietly, Patiently, Lovingly, God replied. I plead and I wept for a clue to my fate... and the Master so gently said, "Wait."
"Wait? you say wait?" my indignant reply. "Lord, i need answers, I need to know why!" Is your hand shortened? Or have you not heard? By faith I have asked, and I'm claiming your Word.
My future and all to which I relate hangs in the balance and you tell me to wait? I'm needing a 'yes', a go-ahead sign. Or even a 'no', to which I'll resign. You promised, dear Lord, that if we believe, we need but to ask, and we shall receive. Lord, I've been asking, and this is my cry; I'm weary of asking! I need a reply.
2:24:00 PM ~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~
13 May 2008
- l.o.v.e - capacity -3 months back.. what i thought may last.. but after 3 weeks it had come to an end..
what we once planned to do together for 21 may.. now seems meaningless.. that day itself.. had loses it's meaning..
is there anything i should look forward to..?
L.O.V.E = ????
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stretch me.. indeed it has.. but i need to be stronger.. i need to..!!!
i don't wanna give up so easily.. i DON"T WANNA GIVE UP..!!!
in all ways.. let me increase..
10:08:00 PM ~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~
06 May 2008
- SOT -life has been an adventure since the day SOT started.. =) everyday is an adventure to me..
i get to learn more about the BIBLE.. not only that.. i get to experience His Presence even much more..
to me.. i'm never satisfied with it.. i still wanna have more.. i wanna experience Him in a different manner each time.. =)
hmmm.. i'm glad that i did not make the wrong decision.. i'm happy and glad that You are pleased with me..
i wanna give all of me.. in exchange for all of You.. i'm still not satisfied.. i wanna have more of You.. =X
indeed no one can be compared to You now.. =)
10:42:00 PM ~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~
- the end of a chapter -indeed the entire chapter of her life has ended.. this marks her new beginning of the new chapter of her life..
the hurts.. the sorrows.. have already ended.. now happiness and new friendships started to blossom..
to her.. maybe she has already forgotten what had happened months ago.. all she remembered was that You have never let her go.. and that You have never stop loving her and caring for her..
