- self-image / confidence -i wanted to go for the wedding.. but i simply just lose to my own dressing.. confidence.. self-image..
anyway.. guess i shall just stayed home.. to celebrate father's day for my papa bahz..
hmmm.. i really starts to lack of self-confidence le.. i don't think i have any confidence in myself at all.. i simply.. simply.. simply..
anyway.. i wanna be more skinny..!!! i really way too fat le.. =X i wanna lose more weight..!!!
i wanna have more nicer clothing to wear.. i wanna have lesser blue-blacks on my legs.. it is way too ugly le.. =(
give me the confidence that i once used to have.. the times whereby i wear tank-top.. tube tops.. mini-skirts.. etc.. i really miss the time whereby i dress up until so nicely.. =X but now.. haiz.. =(
anyway.. it will really takes me lots of time and courage to dress in this manner again.. =X