- miss SOT -2 days have passed since the graduation.. i'm starting to miss the time spent in SOT.. morning praise and worship.. session with the various pastor.. or by Bobby..
i really miss everyone i spent time with.. the time i spent serving with Joey, Johan, LeeLee, Jamie, Tavia and Ronald.. it's really an honor to be able to serve together with them.. learning so much from them too.. =)
these 5 months had been a great privilege for me to be able to go into SOT.. i remember the very day before SOT.. i was still struggling with my own selfish thinking and nature.. cutting my own wrist due to some reasons.. struggling my own emotions.. however.. i manage to breakthrough from it.. =)
people around me in my team.. most of them also went through depression before.. it really makes me realise that i'm not alone facing this depression by myself anymore.. i'm thankful that all of us as a team have grown up so much.. =)
these 5 months.. i had serve so much that i couldn't believed that i did.. i had learn so much that i couldn't believed that i did.. i had treasure my friends so much that i couldn't believed that i did.. i had changed so much that i couldn't believed that i did..
areas that i've grown in these 5 months.. start to dress more lady like.. start to open up to my friend like never before.. start to trust again.. start to get less emotional.. start to get less depressed..
people that i'm missing right now.. joy, shu jen ( aka. shi mu ) , hsin yi, yufen, jodie, shirley, juliana, zoe, hui mei, lynette, chui laam, clara, nuam, hwee ling, lingual.. samuel, ronald yong, desmond, raymond, benedict, moses.. jamie, tavia, ronald teng, lee lee, joey, johan..
there are much more people i'm missing.. too many to be named.. so i can only named all my team members.. =) i need you.. i really need you.. =P pls don't leave my life.. come back..
time flies too fast.. that i do not know how to react.. now entering into the next phase of my life.. and i do not know how to react to it.. i do not know how to face the next phase of my life..
