i lost a love one.. one whom loves me so much that i do not know how to use words alone to tell you how much she love me.. she is also the one whom i loves the most..
woken up by my bro and was inform of the news..
i broke the news to joycie and suraj.. it's the only time when they heard me cried so badly over the conversation on the phone..
i rush down to my grandma's place.. i saw the cold and stiffen up body of my great grandma.. i touched the body and i realised that she really passed away.. she is gone forever.. no amount of tears can bring her back to me..
seeing the casket people bringing the body away.. tears just kept on flowing down my face..
27 June 2010 - 30 June 2010
the body arrived at 11am.. seeing them bringing in the body to the location..
the funeral took place.. stayed up late watching over the coffin.. folding the incense paper.. lose my appetite for food.. did ate a bit (3 spoonfuls each time).. busy looking after a little girl (whom i got to call her as my aunt in the future when she is older)..
whenever i'm alone, i'll end up crying..
30 June 2010
march out with the coffin.. cried while they close the coffin.. it's the last time i get to see my great grandma.. cried while they burn her coffin..
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thankful to all those that came for the funeral..
thanks for in the midst of your busy-ness you still came down to meet me to make sure i'm alright..
thanks for letting me know that there is still someone out there loving me still..
thanks for being that shoulder for me..
thanks for buying sour things for me to drink and eat..
thanks for thinking of ways to cheer me up..
thanks for just being there for me..
thanks for ensuring that i'm okiez, sorry for making you all worried for me..