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13 July 2007
- torn apart.. -

i felt i'm really being torn apart.. extremely..
the hurt inside my heart like can never be mend back..
the pain is excruciating.. i can no longer take it..

give me the medication for it..
i need someone to help me put on medication for it..

DAD.. I NEED YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE..
YOUR COMFORT IS BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE..
PLEASE LET ME KNOW I CAN DO IT..
I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP..

i dislike the feeling of giving up..
i dislike the feeling of being a loser..

why..?? last year seems to be the most victorious yr for me..
then this yr itself.. it becomes the most defeating yr ever..

DAD.. teach me how to overcome it..
tears just kept flowing.. i can no longer control..
why..? why must it be like that..??
lead me to the rest that i needed..
i really can no longer walk on..

DAD.. ABBA FATHER.. I NEED YOU.. !!!


10:18:00 PM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~