- ... -i don't feel gd at all.. after knowing the result of her status.. =X
i control my tears so much.. that the moment lee lee spoke to me this morning.. i couldn't hold back anymore.. that i broke down in tears.. for that an hr.. i was crying non-stop.. =X
lee lee.. thanks for the prayers.. thanks for the word of wisdom.. it releases me from the uneasiness of keep controlling my tears.. indeed after crying.. i'm feeling better.. =)
indeed for this matter.. no one can go through together with me.. i really got to go through it myself.. however.. knowing that He is carrying me on His back.. really assures me alot that i'm not alone.. =)
Papa.. never leave me alone.. i'm weak and lost during this period of time.. i really do need your help.. your strength.. =X