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10 November 2010
- lost of my love ones -

08 Oct 2010

my grandma passed away..

this year itself, this very day marks the day whereby i've lost the one whom loves me the most besides my great-grandma whom passed away on 26 June 2010.. both of them loves and dotes on me a lot.. no words can describe it..

i gotta say.. my heart literally breaks into millions of pieces.. i seriously cannot accept the fact that both of my love ones left me.. both of them passed away the day before i decide to go down to visit them.. my dates with them are never fulfilled..

my heart really filled with regrets.. lots of regrets..

i held back my tears in front of people.. i cried myself to bed each time when i missed them.. when i thought of them.. somehow i do not know how to let people know how i feel.. i do not know how to let people to be there to lend me their shoulder..

there is always a season for certain emotions / incidents for our life.. somehow now the season for me is mourning period still..

a short span of 3-4mths after my great-grandma passed away.. my grandma passed away.. just when i've slightly picked myself up from the "valley".. i've sink into another one now.. it will take a while before i pick myself up fully.. it may take quite a long while..

i seriously missed them a lot..


2:40:00 AM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~