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28 June 2008
- keep on keeping on -

i need to keep on keeping on..
i cannot give up in any areas..

i need to keep trusting.. keep believing..
i cannot surrender to defeat..

many a times..

i felt i'm all alone.. but thankfully.. i still got u to care for me..
i felt i'm all defeated.. but thankfully.. i found my victory in you..
i felt i'm all incomplete.. but thankfully.. i'm made whole in you..

thanks for being there for me.. and with me.. =)

without fail.. you are my BEST DADDY i ever have..
i love you DAD.. =)


10:15:00 PM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~

18 June 2008
- ... -

i don't feel gd at all..
after knowing the result of her status.. =X

i control my tears so much..
that the moment lee lee spoke to me this morning..
i couldn't hold back anymore..
that i broke down in tears.. for that an hr.. i was crying non-stop.. =X

lee lee.. thanks for the prayers..
thanks for the word of wisdom..
it releases me from the uneasiness of keep controlling my tears..
indeed after crying.. i'm feeling better.. =)

indeed for this matter..
no one can go through together with me..
i really got to go through it myself..
however.. knowing that He is carrying me on His back..
really assures me alot that i'm not alone.. =)

Papa.. never leave me alone..
i'm weak and lost during this period of time..
i really do need your help.. your strength.. =X


8:21:00 PM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~

16 June 2008
- changes -

thanks for telling me the areas that i need to change..
thanks for taking time to disciple me..

i really appreciate it..
at least it still shows that i'm not beyond the line of changes..

i will be take note of it..
and do the necessary changes.. =)


11:39:00 PM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~

15 June 2008
- self-image / confidence -

i wanted to go for the wedding..
but i simply just lose to my own dressing.. confidence.. self-image..

anyway.. guess i shall just stayed home..
to celebrate father's day for my papa bahz..

hmmm.. i really starts to lack of self-confidence le..
i don't think i have any confidence in myself at all..
i simply.. simply.. simply..

anyway.. i wanna be more skinny..!!!
i really way too fat le.. =X
i wanna lose more weight..!!!

i wanna have more nicer clothing to wear..
i wanna have lesser blue-blacks on my legs..
it is way too ugly le.. =(

give me the confidence that i once used to have..
the times whereby i wear tank-top.. tube tops.. mini-skirts.. etc..
i really miss the time whereby i dress up until so nicely.. =X
but now.. haiz.. =(

anyway.. it will really takes me lots of time and courage to dress in this manner again.. =X


5:08:00 PM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~