28 July 2008

- time flies -

the 5 months of SOT is about to come to an end..
still got 3 more weeks to go..

throughout these few months of studies..
i've learnt alot of things..
wanna know more of what i've learnt.. talk to me more bahz.. =)

i guess it is a good thing to graduate yet at the same time.. it is not so good..
i will miss all my international school mates..
i will miss all my local other church school mates too..

there will be so many of things i will be missing..
can time just stop at where it is..
let it not move for another second or so..
but i doubt so.. as i'm typing this.. 20 seconds had passed already.. =X

shall stop here.. more to come.. =P

11:12:00 PM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~

22 July 2008

- recent -

okiez.. three entries at one go.. =X

recently been busy with my work.. =(
it is a happy thing yet sad thing..
due to the hectic schedule.. i'm like rushing from one place to another non-stop.. =X
happy thing.. cos i get to learn new thing and get paid for it.. haha.. =X
sad thing.. cos i'm always rushing.. and creative and brainy juice always run out.. =(

but really got to thank ben for giving me a ride all the way to the school yesterday.. =)
it really saves me lots of time in searching for the school.. =P

really got to thank salome.. aaron and lee lee for buying my breakfast for me..
indeed it is my breakfast cum lunch for today.. =)

to be very truthful.. i'm really super tired.. =X
i don't have much strength to go through each day..
the strength that i had really comes from Father God.. =)

coming to the last few weeks of SOT le..
i guess i will miss the every morning ride to school.. =X
i will miss the time i spend with my team mates..
though i really seldom get to sit with them.. or even fellowship much with them..
however.. i will miss them alot.. =X
not just my team mates.. but people that i know.. =X
so many people.. people from taiwan.. malaysia.. indonesia.. japan.. etc..
especially the musicians from other local churches.. =X

they really taught me alot of things..
the time spent on stage serving the LORD together is really amazing..
i will really miss it..

i've learnt so much and i'm thankful that everyone is so patient with me..
i know i got some attitude problem at times..
really thanks for correcting me.. and teaching me.. =)

you all have play an important role in my growth..
thanks so much.. =)

11:23:00 PM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~

A Lonely September - by Plain White T's

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
would just kill me if I'm on my own

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
one more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
when we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

11:18:00 PM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~

19 July 2008

- HATI HAMBA (ENGLISH) -

STANDING IN AWE OF YOUR GRACE
SETTING MY FEET IN YOUR WAYS
ENTERING INTO YOUR PRESENCE
TO BEHOLD YOU FACE TO FACE

GOD OF ALL HEAVEN AND EARTH
HOLDING ME IN YOUR EMBRACE
UNFAILING LOVE THAT SURROUNDS ME
OH..GOD I STAND AMAZED

MY JESUS, MY LORD
YOU’RE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
WHEREVER YOU GO
WANNA BE BY YOUR SIDE
NO LONGER I
BUT CHRIST LIVING IN ME
SERVING YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY

MY EYES SET ON YOU
IN THIS RACE THAT I RUN
NO LONGER MY WAYS
LET YOUR WILL BE DONE
MAKE ME A SERVANT
MY HEART'S EVER TRUE
CLINGING TO THE CROSS
I'LL FOLLOW YOU
I'LL FOLLOW YOU

11:13:00 AM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~

- WALAU SERIBU REBAH (ENGLISH) -

MERCIES THAT RISE WITH THE NEW MORN
SET ME APART AS A NEW BORN
EACH MOMENT I LIVE
BY FAITH I BELIEVE
WITH YOU I'M NEVER ALONE

DARKNESS MAY COME, TRIALS SEEM SO LONG
YOU ARE THE LIGHT I DEPEND ON
THROUGH VALLEYS AND STORMS
YOUR WORD KEEPS ME STRONG
MY SHELTER, REFUGE AND SONG
I TRUST IN YOU

EVERYDAY I LIVE
I KNOW YOU ARE MY GOD
I LIFT MY FACE AND LOOK TO YOU MY LORD
EVEN WHEN THE MOUNTAINS TREMBLE
AND A THOUSAND FALL
I WILL STAND WITH YOU
MY JESUS
TAKE MY ALL

11:10:00 AM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~

08 July 2008

- new look - beautiful -

hmmm.. i wanna change the way i blog for this entry..

it shall be full of my pictures.. haha..

this picture is before i cut my hair..

this picture is after i cut my hair..

btw.. the guy in this picture is the hair stylist that helps me cut my hair.. =)
someone that pastor meng recommended me to go cut my hair..

can u imagine..
i cut my hair until so girl girl.. =X
not just girl girl.. but so kawaii.. hahaha.. =X

anyway.. i'm surprised that so many people complemented me today..
they said this hair style looks nice on me.. =P

btw.. thanks for all the complement.. =)

happy enjoying looking at my latest picture.. =)

10:26:00 PM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~

07 July 2008

- new chapter -

since friday..

it feels like my entire being has went into a new chapter of my life..

i simply felt so light..
burdens were all lifted up..
no longer pulling me down..

the joy within me..
simply overspills out..
it is so overwhelming.. that it can't be contain inside any longer..

this joy..
it really has been a long time since i felt so happy.. =)

nightmares..
it no longer torments me..
rather i can say to it..
u have no control over me..
i've forgiven.. and i've blessed that person..

simply..

i'm simply greatful.. thankful.. to GOD, Jesus Christ and Holy Spirit..
for simply answering my sincere cry in my heart..

i'm thankful to pst mike connell and sister joy connell..
for coming to SOT to teach and ministering to me..

i'm thankful to lee lee, jodie, raymond, ben, johan, joey, qiu ping, juliana, ronald and desmond..
for being my support of strength..
for making sure that i really respond to the ministry time..
for standing in for my duty to let me respond..
for praying for me..
for simply being there for me..

i'm thankful to pst meng..
for getting me totally healed.. indeed i'm totally healed in my emotions..
for blessing me for the feminine haircut..

i can't help.. but i just wanna say..

THANKS to everyone who have help or minister to me during the past one week..
i may not have mention your name..
but you still matters to me.. =)

12:10:00 AM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~

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