16 September 2008

- amazed by the changes.. -

..our first day of school..
..Orientation Day..

..group pic at Chinese Garden..
..entire team..18 ppl..

..group pic at Chinese Garden..
..partial team..15 ppl..

..SOT T22 grp pic at Expo Station Control..

..steamboat..
..me & jodie..

..me..

..graduation night dinner..
..last friday of SOT..

..T22 guys..
..missing ppl: joey & johan..
..cos serving faithfully at the sound console..

..T22 girls..
..missing ppl: nuam, hsin yi & joy..
..fun pic action 1..

..T22 girls..
..missing ppl: nuam, hsin yi & joy..
..fun pic action 5..

..graduation service..
..last sunday of SOT..

..best team..
..T22 & Pastor Zhuang..

..Pastor Zhuang & Pastor Audrey..
..SOT students from WYZ zone..

..best team..
..T22..

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looking at these pictures
i realized one thing
all of us in the team have grown more pretty and handsome
don't believed
compare the pictures and you will notice the changes
=)

that's all for this entry

1:47:00 AM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~

15 September 2008

- discovery period -

i've found out alot of things about myself recently..
i seriously do not know how i should face myself..

it's good i discovered more things about myself..
yet.. i don't know where should i start it off..

changes.. i need to make alot of changes..
but i'm afraid of changes..!!!
i'm someone that doesn't like changes.. =X
it makes me feel very uncomfortable.. =(

gives me the courage to change..

3:41:00 AM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~

13 September 2008

- i miss u -

i miss my team.. SOT team 22..
i'm so happy that lee lee will be back on first week of Oct.. =)
i really can't wait for that week to arrive..
cos by then.. i will be able to see her again.. hahaha.. =P

i felt i'm so careless..
i forget lee lee's email.. her gmail account.. i forget le.. =X
i wish i can remember.. cos i feel like emailing her so much.. =X
cos i too long never talk to her le..

i'm like wondering so much..
how are all my international friends doing..??
what are they doing now and all..?? =X

manz.. i really miss all of them..
i really wish that now is Asia Conference week..
so that most of them will be back in Singapore.. =)
and that i can get to catch up with them soon.. =P

3:05:00 AM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~

08 September 2008

- my target -

here are some of my targets (appearance):
* lose another 10kg.. (eating one meal.. or don't eat.. or eat very little for each meal..)
* be more discipline in putting on make-up each time i need to leave my house for.. (e.g. work, outings, service, cgm etc...)
* wear more girl girl clothings..
* get myself a bit tanned up..

hear are some of my targets (changes to my life):
* be at least 15mins earlier than the actual time of meeting up with people
* get a full-time job soon (interests: photography, events, training, tourism..)
* start sleeping at 11pm.. no more late nights..!!!
* wake up at 6am each morning.. no longer can sleep later than 6am..!!!

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hmmm.. u must be wondering why am i typing all these.. ehhh.. it is for my own reference bahz..
cos i do not know what to blog about for now..
so i decided to blog about some of my thoughts.. =X
anyway.. i wished i can fulfill all these targets soon.. =)
tml shall be the start of all these targets.. i will make it happened.. =)

recently.. alot of things had been bothering me alot..
however.. i will get it sorted out soon.. =)

btw.. i just wished i will be able to get hold of the jobs that i've been applying for..
hopefully all of them will start calling me soon.. hahaha.. =)
once i get hold of the full-time job.. i will give up all my part-time jobs le.. =P

now i'm making myself busy with the changing of the codings for my zone..
hopefully i can get it done up nicely and correctly.. =)
i'm like trying to test it out first.. i've not upload it into the website yet..
cos i've not finalized the codings yet.. cos still figuring them out.. =X
i really need wisdom.. lots of wisdom.. =)
so that i can get it done up soon for joycie.. =)

anyway.. i really fallen sick le..
however.. i wanna get well soon.. though it is quite shiok to be sick now as i'm not committed to anything.. but i wanna get well..!!
let me get well soon.. =)
my flu to go off.. my cough to go off.. my sore throat to go off too..!!!

that's about it bahz.. seriously i don't know what to blog abt.. =X

11:17:00 PM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~

03 September 2008

- remembrance -

i suddenly feel like blogging about my SOT experience..

however.. there is simply too much to blog about.. =X

i really miss the times spent in JW premises till late evening everyday for the first 3 months..
it was until the last 2 months then i started working..
so it is like everyday rushing off straight after lesson.. =X

i'm missing my team.. team 22.. the best team for this year.. =P
i'm missing all my international friends..

anyway.. i shall blog some pics for today.. =)

best team 2008 photo

i miss all my team members..
it is a rare opportunity to be able to have everyone in the photo..
can you imagine that everytime we take a pic..
someone surely missing..
but this picture..
EVERYONE IS IN IT!!!

wow.. it is amazing..
i wish that all my international friends are doing well now.. =)

no matter where you are..
i hope that all of us will still be able to contact each other..

JIA YOU my beloved TEAM 22.. !!!!!!

rare opportunity to be able to take with
dan and william

thanks for teaching me sound..
thanks for believing in me that I CAN DO IT!!

cos if you all have not teach me how to do sound..
i won't be able to serve in sound for these 5mths every morning..
i won't be able to minister to other people..

doing sound is no longer like chore..
but more like a passion..
i really enjoy serving in sound..
but i got to admit.. when i'm tired or stress up..
i tend to lose confidence and get a bit emo.. =X
but i will learn how to handle it..

thanks once again.. =)

eddy.. my buddy..
don't know have he flew back to Nigeria.. =X

brenden.. the backup vocalist..
i miss the days in SOT whereby i get to talk to him on stage
anyway.. i will still get to see him around.. =)

yoshua
he is proposing to me.. =X
no la.. we are taking our candid pic..
cos i take serious pic until i quite sian..
so decided to take some candid shots with my SOT friends.. =)
he is going back to his home town this week.. =X

fuyuki kato & norika nishimichi
i miss them..
they are super friendly towards me.. =X
i wish that i got another 5 months to get to know them better..
they flew off on monday..
i really really miss them alot..
upon hearing their testimony.. i wept.. =(
i do not know why.. but i can sense that connection between us..
my last words to them..
JIA YOU!!! GAMBATTE!!!

my buddies that travel down to school with me everyday throughout the 4mths of ride..
elizabeth and george
they are simply like my parents.. my buddies.. my friends..
i really miss them.. they just went back to india last sat..
thank God that i get to see them the last time before they flew off..
it was really amazing that i bump into them in a shop at Tampines Mall.. =X
take care my friends..
all the best in the things you are about to do when you are back in your countries.. =)
you can do all things through Christ who strengthens you..
JIA YOU!!!

my team leader.. hui mei..
thanks for taking special care of me throughout these 5mths..
i know it is not easy to look after me..
especially when i got something bothering me.. i don't really share..
however.. thanks for being so patient and understanding and loving towards me..
thanks for teaching me too..
i really admire the way you handle all of us..
cos all of us are unique.. but yet you are able to communicate with all of us..
and meet our needs to the best you know how..

JIA YOU in leading your cg..
you can do it de.. =)
you are the best.. as you have show everyone that you are the best le..
cos you have produce out a BEST TEAM..
which is TEAM 22 in SOT for 2008..

continue to SHiNE..!!!!!

my leaders..
we can really act.. hahaha..
the way we express ourselves tells it all.. =)

thanks joycie for giving me the opportunity to go SOT..
thanks for supporting me.. by helping me to pay for the books..
i know some of the leaders help to pay too..
but i do not know who are they..
however.. i just wanna say a sincere THANKS to ALL the LEADERS..
especially those who have played an important role in my life.. =)

kimhock
thanks for being so understanding and caring when i told you what happened to my family..
thanks for keeping my family in your prayers..
greatly appreciate it..

thanks for taking time to serve all the SOT students..
i really admire the way he do things..
he got this special good memory system.. hahaha.. =X

there was once when i was on the lift up to riveria to take a group pic..
i bump into him.. he asked me about my family..
how's everything going on for my great-grandma..?
that very moment.. i just felt a sudden love by him..
cos hardly anyone remember about it..
and hardly anyone show their concern so openly..

thanks for your care and concern..
you really taught me something..
love is expressive..
it shouldn't be hidden up..
this is something that i caught from you..

next time i will learn to be more expressive towards my parents..
cos i'm someone that hardly show my parents that i love them..
but i will learn to love them with my concern and all.. =)

thanks for letting me be able to catch this important lesson from you through your concern..

lifen and her son.. =)

thanks for your advice that you've given to me when you gave me the ride down to church from JW..
i really enjoyed the times spent helping you to clear all the SOT admin things..
it is really a honor to be able to serve you.. =)

thanks for taking special note of me..
i didn't know i'm so outstanding or prominent when i heard it from you and the rest of the staff..

i'm glad i'm able to graduate by leaving behind a nice remembrance for you all..
from a very boyish dressing pranee into a more lady-like pranee..

thanks for taking care of me these 5 months in school.. =)

lilian

thanks for believing in me.. and asking me to run after my dreams..
really very thankful for all the encouragements that you've given to me..

each time i bump into you..
without fail.. you will give me a word of encouragement..
i'm thankful to be able to have you cheering on non-stop for me..
thanks once again.. =)

bobby.. SOT dean.. =)

thanks for challenging me to try the extreme makeover..
if i did not try it.. i will never be able to show forth the gentle side of me in my outward appearance..
i'm thankful that i'm able to gain back my self-confidence for my identity..
pst meng.. cindy and you have played a big part in it..

thanks for believing in everyone of us..
it is this belief.. that has make all of us shown forth our very being that is hidden inside all of us..

thanks alot once again for helping me to gain back my self-confidence..

glordia
my preaching evaluator

thanks for cheering me on.. and believing in me..
your encouragement really has brought me far.. =)
when i thought i didn't do so well cos i did not complete preaching my entire sermon within 7mins..
you actually did not stop me.. but still felt very interested in listening to it..
it really lifts me up from my sweating palms and cold feet..
you really lift me up alot..

thanks!!!

suraj..
my beloved ministry head..

to me.. he is like my spiritual father.. =X
thanks for believing in me..
you really have not stop believing in me..
i remembered since i was taking my O's till now.. you have been keep on cheering me on..
you have not stop cheering me on..
each time when i'm down.. even though i did not drop you a sms..
amazingly i'll receive a sms from you to lift me up from my down-ness..

thanks for helping me to make the right move..
indeed SOT is the best time in my life..
i really thank God that i did not miss this Kairos moment of my life..
you really played an important role in it..

if you did not stop me in time for my Fighter Pilot position..
i will have miss the best time of my life..
i will have miss all the things that God is about to do in my life..

thanks for your advice..
thanks for all your encouragements.. =)

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i guessed that's all for now..
cos this is an super long entry..
i took an hr plus plus plus to write this entry.. =X

okiez.. more photos will be up soon..
provided i got the time and mood to do it.. hahaha.. =P

enjoy all these photos for now..

9:10:00 PM
~♥ hEaRt pRiNtS ♥~

01 September 2008

- happy teachers' day -

this entry is dedicated to..
SOT staffs and lecturers.. Joyce Tan.. Suraj.. and all those that had taught me during these 5 months..

Happy Teacher's Day.. =)

thanks for teaching me these 5 months..
you had changed my life so much that i almost could not believed that i did..
you had given me the confidence that i almost could not believed that i did..

thanks for the time you spent teaching me..
thanks for the time you spent disciple-ing me..
thanks for the time you spent fellowshipping to get to know me..
thanks for challenging me to step out in confidence to do something daring in my life..

i'm really grateful to all that you've done in my life.. =)
without you in my life..
i will not be able to come so far in my life..
i will not be able to stand confident in front of others..

hence.. on this special day.. i wanna say..

THANKS for being part of my life..
and HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY..!!!

12:54:00 AM
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